You did'nt smile at me!

I heard you open the door,
I knew, you were on your way in,
I thought you'll startle me, amuse me in your unusual ways.
Waiting for your screams and tickles..
For this, that, and a lot more..
I heard you shut the door after getting in!

Wow you are back from shopping..
With groceries and "my" whole milk..
You got more vegetables.. why no beef or chicken?
Now it has been a few months, I guess you can break the fast!
This is no time for lent nor do you believe in sacrifice..

I see your face, grumpy... hey you are carrying more than you can..
Was it that, you were too busy, or you were too mad,
I smiled at you, and you didn't return that back,
What I was awaiting,
As if you were in a rush, you walked bye fast,

No smile, no amusement,
No startled look as usual,
Very unusual, Heaven knows why,
what the hell.. neither do I,
I couldn't think, I went whaaaa..
my instincts worked and I started to cry..

Suddenly... you turned..
Looked at me, painfully, to begin with,
First you gave me "The Smile",
Then "The Looks".. the drooped jaw..
The box of goodies started opening?!
More of it came, as if it would never end, I sure did want all that,
Your childish amusements, I will always cherish!

Now I know, you will attend to my crys,
with smiles and pacifies..
Now I know only of my world, my milk, laughter 'n tears..
Soon I will know, every one has their worlds,
Then I will still keep mine!
Prisoners, we make ourselves of our own surroundings and situations ..
Why we get lost there, many a times or just once in a while....
I will master about worlds one day,
But for now, phew.. you are in mine!!
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Capturing the first days, Rheya demanded my attention:(Feb 12th 2009)